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I'm lost, I've slipped. I'm so sin sick. Married to death, I've felt his wrath. Tired of living I keep digging deeper and deeper into myself. Oh God, I don't remember how love felt, and now I'm gone.
I'm so gone. I was wrong, always wrong. What's wrong with me? I thought this love was free. This is the price that I pay. Now in this ground I lay.
Dead to the world, lost in space. I'm alone and counting days. I've found the piece that was missing. God you're the piece I can't replace, but still, I'm lost!
I'm so lost! I was wrong, always wrong. What's wrong with me? I thought this love was free. This is the price that I pay. Now in this ground I lay.
Faithlessness is caving in! You paid it all to watch watch us fall!
I'm so lost. I was wrong, always wrong. What's wrong with me? I thought this love was free. This is the price that I pay. Now in this ground I lay.
And I was lost! I was wrong, always wrong! What was wrong with me? Your love was free! This was the price that you paid! You rose on the third day! You saved a wretch like me! You found me! You set me free! I was lost.
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Self Medicate
06:18
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You pick up the broken pieces of the mess you've created. The path you follow is one that's crooked.
You're self medicating yourself with the things closest to you. The light is on you. He's here to talk to you.
So I ran away, so far away, to hide my eyes from the outer inside. I have no face to face my sins. All the days seem to blend. I'm torn between lives. To live is to die.
These problems you face were just a bait. Life's to short, to soon, to let these problems become you.
You're self medicating yourself with the things closest to you. The light is on you. He's here to talk to you.
So I ran away, so far away, to hide my eyes from the outer inside. I have no face to face my sins. All the days seem to blend. I'm torn between lives. To live is to die.
Die in mind!
Fighting my modesty. Hammering inside of me. God you tear beneath the surface of that which once was mine. It was never mine. My life was not mine. It was yours. It was never mine. It was yours.
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99
03:52
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My life is lost in lies on the inside. My guilt eats me alive. I'm torn in between, and my addiction intervene's. I'm a lost sheep who didn't care. I disappeared into the thin air of despair. I didn't care. It didn't matter if anyone was there. Who cared?
I disappeared into air of despair, I disappeared. You are the shepherd, I your sheep. You left 99 to save me.
What did I do for you? What did I do to deserve you? God what did I do for you? God what did I do to deserve you? I don't deserve you!
You are the shepherd, I your sheep. You left 99 to save me.
You are the shepherd, I your sheep. You left 99 to forgive me.
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Three Years
05:06
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Three long years of living in the dark makes you think, makes you fight, makes you question your train of thought. Why did I stay so quiet? Why was I afraid? Three years wasted just to be betrayed. Three years of fiction, three years of pretend. Three years to realize how fake I was and make amends. I've done some wrong, I've had a little fun, It led me to a road of no return. It took losing her to realize how false I had become.
Preaching these thoughts, writing these words!
Shame on me! I always begged for forgiveness when there was none to receive! Why was I unreasonable? Why did I turn into my inner demon!
I grew red manipulative eyes, and a tongue full of lies!
I could hid my lies for miles. I was sick to sick for words.
God! I'm neck deep again. Can you free me from this sin? I'm an adulterer, liar, and thief who's promises I can't keep! But you always forgive me! I don't know why. I don't deserve grace, or love, or peace descending like a dove. And three long years taught me to think and be a man, and after three long years I can finally say I can.
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Found
03:40
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I was lost now I'm found. I was blind, I now see. I can be trusted, lies and promises I can keep. I've been cleansed in the blood, the blood of the lamb. I worship the one, the great I AM. My old clothes fell off into a lake of filth, I now wear a white robe that makes me real. I may not be perfect! I may not be great, but I am no longer ashamed!
I am not afraid! I will be heard, there are tables to be turned! My savior is real, and he can feel your ridicule. He feels you steal! I worship a savior of grace and love. Yeah I'm found, and I'm proud to say I'm cleansed in his blood!
What if I told life was a choice, to live or die, it was yours to decide! What if I told you there were no heaven or hell? Would you fight for your life? I used to ask myself these questions over and over again, but I didn't know where to begin. I had dug a hole, I fell in deep, but God you found me and now,
I am not afraid! I will be heard, there are tables to be turned! My savior is real, and he can feel your ridicule. He feels you steal! I worship a savior of grace and love. Yeah I'm found, and I'm proud to say I'm cleansed in his blood!
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eva. De Queen, Arkansas
I am one man on a mission and that is to show the love of Christ. I'm not here to save lives, I have been chosen to be a witness of Christ's saving blood. I have an EP coming out soon entitled "3 Years". It's a concept album about three years of my life that I wish I could take back. It's my testimony. ... more
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